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to the best singing teacher ever*

haiz. nicole just passed away on sat due to cancer. she was such a good singer, teacher, mother, friend, wife, colleague, student etc.. i went for the service with evelyn and ariel tonight. gahh. i cried til my eyes were swollen pain n dry.

i was really very touched when everyone went up to share their memories of her. she will be remembered as someone who is ever so modest and eager to learn new things. ever so positive and optimistic. the never say die spirit. she always inspires others. and like what her other students said, i would not have been who i m today if it was not for her too. and it just occurred to me today that i really didnt see her sad or in despair before. she's always smiling so positively and cheerfully, treating very setback so optimistically. i've seriously took away alot of precious lesson from her and from the sharing session at the service today.

her voice is just so irresistably nice n melodic. and she sings out her passion straight from her heart. when i was listening to some of her demos recorded before she passed away, i seriously couldnt stop myself from tearing. they are just so touching. and the last song lyrics penned by her and sung by her daughter, is such a true illustration and reflection of her life, of her daughter singing whats deep down in her heart for her mum. i seriously broke down when i heard that recording. haiz.

we should really learn to treasure ppl ard us and love them for who they are. i love u mum, dad, bro, ls, eve, hanna, twinnie, leican, wenshi, xingyi, yen ngee, jingyu, baomu, sarah, brandon, adeline, samuel, darrell, huiying, liangjie, all my dance friends, classmates, cca mates, everyone i noe. thanks for being there for me when i need u ppl. we shud all learn to live life to its fullest just like how nicole lived a fufilling live not having any regrets. may god bless her. amen.

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Monday, September 8, 2008 11:23 p.m.]]

moderation of bt results*

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! THEY MODERATED PHYSICS AND ECONS BLOCKS RESULTS.. OMTIANNNN!! AHHHHH WAKAKKAKAS!! now i got cdeee. yayyy no s no u. omtiannnn. i gg to faint of happiness alr.. nites! ^^

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Thursday, July 17, 2008 10:33 p.m.]]

blocks results*

phewww gotten back blocks results... its obviously quite far frm expected... ya but i wun say that its dam screwed if not sure kena killed by bran... lols. ya. haiz its ok everyone! we shall mug hard for promos tgr!! hwaiting!!

oohhh oh man 69 is dam cool la. i love my classs. lols. i nv expect that our cls will be so enthu for racial harmony best dressed class compt lahh... lols. i love 69!!! <333333!!!! hhaahhaa. we'll stun everyone on fri! whooos!!

hahahha. today's shah session was funnn man. he made us to mini pt.. lols. train arm, back, shoulder and thigh muscle... hhahahha. lols. then those whose hand go above ear when he hit our hand have to do extra 10 pushups. lols. then he also taught us 4 qualities of action. lol. then eldwin dam funny.. during water break samuel went toilet to pee. then eldwin shouted heyy samuelll! quality 4 peeing!! LOLOLS. damm funnyyy.. ^^ lols. then whole day we were trying to make use of the 4 qualities as commands to do all the actions like sitting down and standing up. hahahaa. lols. we are quite known for doing retarded stuff. hahaha. then during dinner at golden rooster we were asking louis to try eating with quality 4.. lols. then i said if she use quality 4 to eat by the time the spoon jerk and reach her mouth there will be nth left on the spoon alr. hhaahahaha.... :)

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 09:44 p.m.]]

hahhaa i love my pw grp*

LOLOLOLOLOLS. HAHAHAHHAHAA. my pw grp rocks man. huiying liangjie kevin duwei i love u all. haahhaa. today was so fun AND funny la. lols. we had meeting at liangjie's hse again. ya. then we were reading thru kevin's vegetarian cook book to look for healthy recipes to improvise on. then we got so excited that we wanted to cook immediately. ya. but liangjie say his hse cant cook.

then after that when duwei came we started to do some serious work. so me duwei and kevin were working on the health magazine that we going to do. then i suggested naming it "munch". then after that while we were tinking of cool titles for each indiv sections, we decided to call ourselves munchies. LOLOLS. THEN KEVIN SAID WHAT IF PPL PRONOUNCE IT AS "MONKEYS" LOL. then liangjie, the editor-in-chief will become the chief munchie(monkey). hhahaaa. then we will become a bunch of monkeys. LOLS OK THIS MAY NOT SEEM SO FUNNY NOW COX IM REPEATING THIS FOR THE THIRD TIME TODAY. LOLS. but we were seriously dam zi hai just now. i laughed til i had stitches and teared. lololols. then duwei was saying huiying will be the smartest monkey cos she's the senior munchie reporter. wakakas. then i will be art monkey and kevin the photo monkey and du wei will be the monkey who toks to human cox she's the public relations coordinator. LOLOLOLS. OMG. DAMMM FUNNYYY. HHAHAHAHA. OUR GRP IS JUST SO FULL OF CRAP.

ohh then our grp gg to have a pw meeting sleepover and i suggested having it on a sunday so we can all go to sch tgr on monday!!! wakakkaas! this is so cool man. ya. most probably gg to have it like next sun. n i realised im having mad sleepover at caroline's hse on sat night so like lols. i tink im gg to be very tired on mon. 2 consec days of sleepovers. wkakakaas. but this is gg to be so dam fun!!! wheee! then we can cook at kevin's hse!! yayy. yummy!! ^^

hahha. and the greatest irony of our grp is this:

LOLS. our group is doing on obesity and we encouraging ppl to stop snacking and eating junk food and to eat healthily. but we have a table full of snacks that we bot to liangjie's hse LOLOLOLS. OH MAN! our grp's just so cute. wakakakaks! shiki is happy today! whee~!!

hmm. then after pw meeting i went out with leican to jp to eat dinner and celebrate both our bdaes tgr. hahha. n we toked quite alot abt our problems and many many things. and she told me a lot of stuff that really stop me from emoing. yupps. yayy! i love u girl!! ^^ hmm. yupps. so i aint gonna care so much anymore. i've done my part alr so yupps. there isnt anything more that can be done. whee! yupp. so i shudnt care so much. yupps. u shud cheer up too la... some things just cant be helped. if he's going to hurt u then u shud protect urself before u get hurt ya? cheer uppp!!! shiki loves everybody. hopes everybody loves shiki too! <3333!! whee~!! jyaa ne!! ^^

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Saturday, July 12, 2008 08:59 p.m.]]

when you're gone*

When You're Gone-- Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

-- when you're gone is such a nice song!!! gahhh! dam emo song...

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Saturday, July 5, 2008 01:56 p.m.]]

wheeee! <333! *

kekes! retarded pigg say die die must blog today... if not....

wheee! ok la... today quite happy lahh.. haahhaha. celebrated my bdae 2 days b4 the actual day.. went to watch 21 in the afternn. then went jade at fulerton hotel for dinner. the food there dammm nice. but of cox la... it cost a bomb.. wakkakaas. ok la.. quite romantic la hor.. quite only ^^ heeeheee.. (cannot make someone too happy><) wheee! ok. i dun tink words are suitable to describe nice food so i shall let photos speak for themselves..

at singapore river!

waiting for food to come...

cam whoring..

appetisers!!

this is a must try.. its dammmmm dammm niceeee!!! the cereal dam nice too! ^^

wasabi prawns

forgot wads this called..

broccoli in crabmeat sauce

my bdae cake!! ^^ <333! yummmmy!! the chocolate dam nice... <3333!!!

mango pudding with red bean topping

after dinner! ^^

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Saturday, June 28, 2008 11:14 p.m.]]

blocks over!!! *

whoooooossss! blockssssss overrrrr!!!! omtian...u definitely cant imagine how stress i was for the past few days. its seriously hell man. whole day dam bad headache, breathless, feel like fainting, no appetite at all. i tink i haven eating a proper meal for the past wk. lols. >< now that its over... I HAVE 4 DAYS TO CELBRATE MY BDAE!!! STARTING TML. UNTIL 30 JUNE! WHEE! siann. but mon still got sch.. but end ard 12 then got some entrepreneurship thing.. grrr. im not gg cca... hehe. sorry. i want spend my birthday meaningfully... heehee. twinnie are u dating me??!! she seemed to be hinting. hahahhaa. lets go on a hot date!! ^^ whee! sunday gg out with eve n hannnnnnn!! oh man. i miss hannnnnnaaa! hey girl u see this?! wheee! helloooo. i will be seeing her on sun! yayy! gg to kbox place at chinatwn. eve say got a lot of korean n jap songs there.

oh today after chem went cine with the cls. hahaha. we took like 1 and half hrs to get there lahh.. 1 hr spend dragging.. taking our own sweet time deciding where to go and waiting for one another. lols..... its SERIOUSLY A 69 SYNDROME LA.. oh ya! must get ppl to start blogging on cls bloggg! cls blog very deaddd! liangjie! go blog when u see this! hahahahaha. we went shyokudou to eat... felt scammed.. the calamari rings cost like 7 liddat.. and there were only like 5 or 6 pieces.... dam pathetic. n the pasta soup i ordered oso not very nice. gahhh... tml must seriously feast on nicer food! hahhaha. but it was dam fun time. bran just cant stop niaoing me. and darrell and ruiyang just cant stop acting like "5 year olds" (quoted from bran.. lols! hahhaaa. darrell seriously like a kid la... HORRR!

ok. next wk is definitely a nice wk to look forward to. yayy. i guess hiphop prac is resuming soon. cant wait to have shah session. so deprived of dance whole hols la... hols dam siannn. i miss dancing. ok I MISS SEWING TOO. OK I SHALL SEW TML MRNG! LAOGONG HAPPY?!?! hahhahaa! actually this sat i feel like going o sch. haven gone though i've been saying i want to go like since last yr dec hols. grrr. no time. last time. now got time!! i shall go jio regina or xy go tgr this or nxt sat. ohh. n next tue wed got street jazz sabbacts!! wooosss! next wk rocks man!!! dance dance dance! PLUS MY BIRTHDAYYY! hope this yr's bdae will be a memorable one too! wheee! ^^

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Thursday, June 26, 2008 09:15 p.m.]]

change!08 photos

okies. managed to find some of the change!08 photos! wheee! CHANGE!08 PREVIEW CONCERT

me n laogong!! eating dinner b4 jp prev conc

wheee. 4 spastic guys at back snatching limelight wakkaas!

gu dan ballet girls

omg! thats my laogong! dam pro right! wheee! ^^

jp show a success! ^^

whee! girl dancers with cheeyang!

ohh yaa! here are the photos of the "feast" me n lisheng cook for fathers' day! wakakkakks! he cook one all dam screwed lor. my mapo tofu is still the best! heehee ^^ yummy!

butter salmon

my delicious ma po tofu! ^^

this is nice too. assorted vege. a bit salty though x)

butter prawn.. ehm. the butter spoiled everything..

ok this is random but this photo is taken when i last ate at sakura. lols. this is my art piece! hahaa. i arranged and decoed this plate! wkaakkakas! so pretty right!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Thursday, June 19, 2008 10:17 p.m.]]

photos timee*

wheeee! im here to post some photos! like FINALLYYY. lols. i've been lagging on lots of dance night and change's photos! just went ard blog hopping and managed to kope a lot of photos. esp from regina. lols. hhaahaa. helloo regina!! hhahaa. scroll down! ^^i will upload change photos when i manage to get them.

SHAKE!08

MAD ARTEMIS FAMILY!!! ^^

J1 hiphop!

NS girls (ns stands for non-salsa btw. wakakkas)

regina me and alicia!!
regina: OMG ALICIA! should have cropped shiqi away. why the hell is shiqi even in here! shiki: ohhh. ya. why the hell is regina even in there. lols.

this looks much better! wakkakakas! x)

darrell and regina "s"crumpling. lols x)

regina me and the twins!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Thursday, June 19, 2008 09:21 p.m.]]

mixed feelings*

hmm.. mixed feelings... lots of things just happened in the past month or so. grandpa just passed away last night. haiz... we should really really REALLY treasure our loved ones when they are around. like seriously. haiz.. tears are dry. grandpa i love u.

hmm. ok. that aside. dance night and change!08 just whizzed past. and before i knew it june hols is going to be over in a week's time!!! omgomgomgomg! what the.. shit la. i have to really start with some serious mugggingggg! jiayou!!! i noe i can do it! be strong girl...

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Saturday, June 14, 2008 11:17 p.m.]]

wheeee~ *

wheee! hahaha. this weekend is tiring but fun and memorable. ytd was fac outing!!! woos. hahaha. the 6 of us mad hiphoppers performed the 07 08 fac dance remix!! wheee! hope u guys liked it!! yayy!!! cheers! ^^ kekekes! im glad i didnt screw it up. hahahaha. oh then it was the games for fac prince fac princess. lols. hmmm. ok la quite fun la. i tot i will be dam scared when darrell burst the balloon but he quite pro. he burst dam fast la. hahaha. i tink meichew more scared than me. wheee! though 6B won fac prince n princess, 07 & 08S69 WON BEST DRESSED CLASS!!! WOOOOSSSSSS! DONT WE JUST ROCKKKKKK?! ^^ HAHAHHHA. THE BATHROBES N SHOWER CAPS AND SLIPPERS IS TOTAL OWNNAGE LAHHHH~~~!!! WOOOOOS! WE ARE THE COOLEST CLASS MAN! SERIOUSLY..

hahhahaa. then today went bugis to shop in the afternoon. wheee! bought 3 off shoulder tops. dam nice lahhhh! i shall take photo n post some other day. hahha. ok la actually i wasnt the one who paid for it lah hor. hahahahaaha! then that stupid pigg booked cable car dinner! hahahaha. ok la quite romantic lahh. but it cost a bomb la.. stupid leh really stupid! blehhhh~~~ hhahahahahahhahahahahaa! lalala. wheee! here are today's photos!! ^^

delicioussss!!! though i dun really like salmon.. ><

hahahha. so stupid! =x

candlelit!!! <3333! so chio!

wakakkaas! im so artistic!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Sunday, April 20, 2008 10:54 p.m.]]

blahh. suay. gah so dead..*

blahhhhh this stupid flu is so sickening!!! grrrrr! sniff sniff snifff! haiz. when we first wanted to go play bball, i walked down the slope with sarah from ct bench, then it started pouring. -.- the weather loves me man!! haiz. then i tink i look dam stupid playing bball today la. stupid ball dunn like me! it either slip out of my hand, hit my hand real hard and bounce off, so bounce off my feet. wth.. grrr! qi si wo le! ><

haiz... ok... at least i ate two tantalising hotdogs today to pacify my frustration... :( yummy!! heeeheee. i really feel like a pigg today. i bet liangjie will say i must be feeling like a pigg EVERYDAYY! LOLS. haiz.

hmm. ok. what should i do now? sew, mug phy, do math tutorial 7b? haiz. ok. i've decided i shud be guai and mug phy first. until i start to get pissed again and then i will do math tutorial. yayyy!! sorry tank top. u'll have to wait another week after the stupid two tests nxt wk. wakakkkas. after nxt tue will be heavenly mann!!! wed holiday leh! but i tink still got dance workshop n cca. but at least it's fun!!! isnt it! hahhaha. tml got 4 hrs straight of mad. jiayou jiayou!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 07:28 p.m.]]

photos!*

okies! here are some of the photos taken in the past month or so. yupps. this is during stj! we went f&c at parkmall.

twinnie <333 twinnie!!

spastic!!

me twinnie ppgs n spastic jb!

twinnie xianyou junyao n me! ^^

nice angle! only twinnie looking at cam~ lols~

S69!!! wooss!

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Friday, March 14, 2008 07:36 p.m.]]

ahhh. i want time!!! *

omgomgomg! the past week has been dance dance mugging dance dance movie dance dance mugging.. hurrrrrr. thats soo blahh. ok. wed's session with shah was quite fun!! hhaa. i kinda like the salsa hiphop choreo! :D:D but low is soooo stuck in everyone of us. hahahaha. seems like every session we have to dance it at least once or twice. hahahhaa. ohhh. and we're almost done with j1 hiphop item!!! woosss! except for some formation at the start and some cleaning up of steps! yayyy!!! we rock! IM SPEEDINGGGGG IM SPEEDINGGGGGG~~ :D:D the dance is soooo nicee~! PPL!! MUST GO WATCH DANCE NIGHT! SHAKE! IS THE THEME FOR THIS YEAR! 15TH 16TH MAY!! HAHAHAA. seems like im advertising a lil' too early. wheeee! 69s have to go okie!!! ^^

siann.. ok.. so today is what?! FRIDAYY??? and what does that mean??? HOLIDAYS GONNA BE GONNEEEE???!! wtbeep! gahhh. i have yet to catch up with physics yet. duno how to do a single crap... ahhh. somebody kill me!! ahhh! i want time. I HAVEN SEW THIS HOLS YET!!! AHHH I WANT TIME. still have to find some time go spotlight buy cloth again. need another layer for the inside of the dress. blahhh!!! tml got og outing. still contemplating if i should go o sch for dance tml. og outing at 1.30 at PASIR RIS ><? dance from 1-2. by the time i reach pasir ris will be like what?! 4?! blah blah blahhhh~ why am i sooo screwed! haiz. god save me~~~!!! ><

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Friday, March 14, 2008 07:15 p.m.]]

happy cny!!! *

wheee! happy chinese new year!! so much be happy! wakkakakas. haiz. the past mth has really been full of exciting and memorable events. and it past so fast. hmm... i've lost a lot of weight cox sick for so long. so it's time i gain it back!!! i love food!! serious! they are like the most wonderful thing on earth. hahhaha. wheee! had a nice reunion dinner tonight. i love my family. i love my friends! wheee~ lets spread the love! <3333!!! yawns~ my shou shui attempt failed~ nights! wakakkakas~

im sorry ;
i cant be perfect
Thursday, February 7, 2008 12:36 a.m.]]